Top: River Island, Skirt: Zara, Belt: Thrifted
...ok so i havent been updating recenty...sorry...but i have been super busy...
On july 5th 2009 I recieved what is called a GOHONZON...and that changed my life...for more info go to www.sgi-usa.org or www.sgi-uk.org to read about Nichiren Buddhism and the Soka Gakkai International organization...chanting nam-moyoho-renge-kyo is the key to who i am, where i am and what i am doing...
on another note, a year after that, on exactly july 5th 2010 i shipped myself off to Istanbul, Turkey to the surgery of Dr Baris Cakir who gave me the beautiful chest and nose you see before you today...don't believe the ugly duckling shit, you can fix it up with the help of a medical friend...and look at me now. i went from having a boxers nose (slight exagguration) and an ironing board chest, to becoming the woman i am today...boom boom....
im very broke (probably due to that surgery!!) so i am shopping very little, hence why i feel demotivated to post on here..i feel very unfashion right now. but take a looksies at my new skirt from Zara. also I don't normally feature people on this blog (till i flew back to London) but check out the Beyond the Valley on this chick...remember my BTV kimono? this one is not silk, instead its a beautiful light, irradecant chifon with digital print and fringe detailing. im very jelous, and even though its not mine and even though, for now, I can't imagine it on anyone but her...i decided to give it a spot on the blog...
if you ever need anyone to hold your hand....wish you had this woman in your life...that's all imma gonna say...thank you boo...after all the pain and hurt and crying and blood and gore...look at me now... :-)
p.s fuck anyone who says don't do it...don't wake up ever again and think I hate MY ?5^%%#$ or I hate my $?%#$% or even my ?^###$%% if it's gonna make you happy... take the plunge. if you can learn to live with it and love it all the better for you...its just that i couldn't...
♥Z♥
